Hello November...

These past few weeks have been crazy...I just got back from Puerto Rico where I took my exam to become a professional engineer. All the studying has left my brain in a chill state. Results will be in 6-8 weeks...so I'm praying that I passed it.

On the other side of things...I had a follow up appointment today and that didn't go as I had hoped for. The cyst is still present but now it measures 35mm instead of 50mm. She did notice that my lining was thick (18mm) so she wants to induce my cycle with Provera...again. Doctor gave me a follow up appointment for December 2 and I'm actually at ease because Dr Burger will be back and I miss talking to her about our situation. I've been trying to hide my feeelings at work but some peers have caught on that something isn't right with me. I'm not the happy go lucky girl that they're used to seeing. I have a great support system at home but sometimes that is not enough and all I want to do is cry. I'm trying to keep my head up but I guess that as time goes on it's actually taking its toll on me.

I'm happy that it's the HOLIDAY SEASON and I'm looking forward to all the Christmas shopping :) My oldest nephew turns 5 next week and he got a preview of gifts. At the rate we are going Xavier will be just like his uncle...SHOES will be his fetish. The in-laws will be in town for the weekend so hopefully we'll get some time to spend with family.

In the mean time...FAITH is what keeps my HOPE alive!!!